Wednesday, March 27, 2013

This is me

First: people, would you like to comment on my posts from now on, maybe you can propose a certain subject. And if you also have a blog leave your link. Stop being quiet viewers.

I noticed that some more people are visiting this page lately, so I decided to make a post to introduce myself to them.
I'm Tess a not always very normal teenager (I'm 15). I love blogging and I'm hoping to be a writer someday. I'm extremely shy, and insane (it's weird, but it's the truth), but don't worry I can also be serious. I love sarcasm, it's just my thing, and so is cooking. Man I love cooking, I've already gotten many compliments for my cooking talents, oh and baking, I love baking too. In case you don't know the difference between cooking and baking: cooking is about meals, baking is coockies, cakes, cupcakes an that kinda stuff. If I make cupcakes (I usually have like 40 cupcakes) they're all eaten in 2 days. My family is addicted. Introducing yourself is pretty hard.
I have a boyfriend, and we're together since September 2011 so that over a year and a half. And We're still crazy about each other. We're different than other people of our age. I have ADHD and he has the syndrome of asperger (some kind of autism) but it's not like he doesn't say anything at all. He's even more talkative than I am if he feels comfortable around you.

Monday, March 25, 2013

The pros and cons of summer jobs


Would you do a summerjob or not? Here are some pros and cons to help you decide

Pro
  • You make money, so you can save or spend it. This way you also learn to deal with money
  • it looks good on your CV
  • you will probably make friends
  • the days that you don't have to work seem to get more meaning than 2 full months of doing nothing
  • you have to walk around so you can lose weight
  • your parents will find you more responsible and with that you get more responsibility
  • you will actually have something to tell the friends you already have about
  • it will teach you work skills you will need for the rest of your life, like filling in a job application, and how to get along with co-workers and superiors


Con
  • You can't hang out with your friends ever day
  • you can't sleep in every day
  • you will miss some parties or family occasions
way more pro's than cons! So I say get a job and make something out of your life!


Friday, March 22, 2013

Summer Jobs


This year I'm turning 16, so I'm allowed the work for a month during the summer break. Most people in my year are not going to work because they're too lazy, and they don't realize that a summer job might give your potential future boss a good impression so he'll hire you. And you get some money where you can go shopping with or in my case buy a laptop and spend the rest of the money on my trip to london.
I've already filled in lots of job applications and I hope that at least someone will hire me. 'cause I really need the money.
Next monday there's a post coming up about the pros and cons of summer jobs.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Bathrooms at school


Today I'm going to write a small part on public bathrooms. Recently a study showed that more than 50% of the students only use the bathroom at school when they have no other choice. And I belong to that 50%. Why? Because the bathrooms in schools are usually not clean.
I mean in the bathrooms at my school (at least the ones which are not in the hallway) are always filled with spiders, and I think that it gets cleaned like once every month. There are over 500 girls in my school and 4 bathrooms. I usually go in the one in the hallway because those are usually cleaner) Those bathrooms really are pure filth. Sometimes there's even pee on the toilet itself not it on! Or some hair or even blood. How disgusting is that?
And there's the problem of the huge lines at the bathrooms. And I personally think that this is the only valid explanation for that.


Monday, March 18, 2013

Guess Who's going to London!


Yes, you were right I am! And since I'm a blogger so there a probably going to be some pictures for you guys! I'm going with my best friend Anke, and till now we have already planned the 1D-store (not that I even like them, but she loves them and it's to do her a favor. This store will open the 24th of March. The second 1D-store in the world, the first one is in New York City) and madame tussauds. I already asked her to go to Camden town. I heard it's awesome there. Next to this text you see a nice picture of it.
Ever been in London and got some awesome sites that I have to visit? Then leave a comment below.


 Ps. Tomorrow I'm going on a school trip to a mental hospital  I think that some students (including me) will have to stay there

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Quote of the week #15


My sister's brother is a psychopath.

Did I tell you guys that the guy who is according to the law my brother molests me? I think he's a psychopath. I just didn't want to lend him my PC and he got really angry and he grabbed my throat and pushed me against the wall. He threatened to punch me and my boyfriend's teeth out and beat us into the hospital.
Last time I refused to lend him my PC he deceived me with a knife. But like a huge knife 30cm or something, but I'm a stubborn person and I didn't bow for him.
When I was 9 I got suicidal because of him, because he kept beating me till I lay crying in the corner begging him to stop. He only did this when my mom wasn't home. When I was 13  was still suicidal because of him and then I got another hit. My at that time best friend told me (no she didn't tell me she showed me clearly enough) that she didn't want to be my friend anymore. When I look at it right now I'm happy that I'm not her friend anymore she became a real vegetarian bitch. And before she stopped being my friend she treated me wrong anyway. A few months and many suicide attempts later I met Sam, my boyfriend and he helped me get over it, and get over thinking that my brother should always be forgiven. He made me happier than I had been in years. And I'm always happy now, happier then I ever was, but it all changes when I see my brother. Then I become so depressed, all I want to do is get rid of him, I want him gone. The day I have enough money to move out, I'm moving out right away. I'm already saving for it now.
seriously the day he becomes 18 I'm going to sue him. I looked it up and if I win the trial in court he has to get to prison for at least 6 years.
I know he's not worth wasting time on, but he needs to get punished for what he does. My mom always says that he does that because he used to get beaten by his father when he was a kid when he didn't play well enough at soccer. As if that makes everything all right. As if I will think then "Oh, that's the reason. Come on Arno beat me to death, it's all right, I love being beaten if it's for that reason." I know that he's her son and that she wants to protect him and see all the good in him, but I'm her daughter  and I actually need the protection. She acts like what he does is not a big deal, but to me it is. He's a monster and he needs to suffer. When he dies I'm going to spit on his grave.

EDIT: I talked to my father about it and he thinks that Arno is right

Monday, March 11, 2013

Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

Ever heard of Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie? No? Well... it's your lucky day. I'm going to indroduce them both to you.

Sam Tsui is a YouTube artist and he's damn talented (And he looks very good too). You should go check him out! He mainly sings covers of popular pop songs, but he usually gives it a twist. It becomes less techno and a little bit slower than the original version. And it's usually better too!


Christina Grimmie is just like Sam a YouTube artist and she's very good too. I don't know about her songs for very long, and I haven't listened them all yet. She doesn't upload that frequently so I just took the most recent one.


These two talents together:



Friday, March 8, 2013

My blog in Wordle

Do you remember my post about wordle? I hope you do and otherwise go check it out here I edited it a little since I wrote this post when I just started blogging. And now that I have written quiet some posts I decided to put it into wordle. And this is what came out

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Spring has finally arrived here!


Last week it was still like -2°C and today it was like 17°C. I am so happy that after months being below 0°C and being cold 24/7 it is finally getting warmer! A couple degrees more and I can go outside in my shorts and a t-shirt. After months of seeing nothing but clouds in the sky you could see everything. Not a single cloud to see. It feels like I just got out of prison. I just feel great that the sun is back! I really missed the sun. I haven't been this happy in MONTHS!
I'm getting back outside to enjoy the sun.

Monday, March 4, 2013

When tomorrow starts without me

Today is my grandfathers funeral, and since I promised myself to post every Monday, Wednesday and Friday plus my Quote of the week every Saturday I had to post something. I'm posting a beautiful poem about someone who died. Though god is mentioned and I don't believe in god, it's still a great poem, and if my grandfather would've understood English I would've red it to him today.


When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we never got to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you..
And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too..
But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand..
An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,
It seemed my place was ready - In Heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind, those things I dearly love...

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye.
For all of life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you...
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad...
I thought of all the love we shared, and how much fun we had...
If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye, then kiss you ‘til I saw that special smile...

But then I fully realized, that it could never be,
'Cause emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.
And when I thought of all those things, I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow...
But when I walked through Heaven's gates, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, From his great & golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you.
Today your life on Earth is past, but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
and since each day is the same day, there's no longing for the past. .
But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,
Though there were some times you did some things you shouldn't do...

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free,
So come and take me by the hand, and share my life with me.."
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me, I'll be right there - in your Heart..

Friday, March 1, 2013

Welcome March


So today is my niece her birtday so Happy birthday Zena.

And Next week it's carnival in my hometown, and I'm exited, not as exited as last year but yet exited. Carnival is very popular out here. EVERYBODY goes. And when someone says they don't like caraval everyone is like "What kind of person are you". It's pretty big out here. Not as big as in Aalst or even Rio, but it's very big for a city where 20 000 people live, with our 42 carnaval groups. I'm definately going!